Just my one prayer tonight.
For the past few nights I’ve just listened to Sleep Away by Bob Acri, looked up at the stars and just cried myself to sleep with everything that’s been overwhelming me these past two months. It’s the only thing that’s been keeping me sane… being able to cry. I just wish I had someone in my life right now that I could share all this with on an intimate level. Will I every find her ? I really hope I do. I’ve just been depressed for so long now without anyone knowing and more and more stressors are just being pulled on top of me and I don’t know what to do. Last time this happened I contemplated suicide… I don’t want to go down this road again. I just need someone to help me. I have people who support me but sometimes it’s just not enough. I need my father, my lord. Holy father if you are to hear but one prayer I have sent you please hear this one. I pray for the strength and the courage to get through my hardships and the strength, courage and knowledge to help my loved ones with there low points and trials and hardships as well. Please bless me with you loving and nurturing care. In your name I pray, amen.
